sabar itu sulit.

"di antara bentuk pengorbanan yg paling besar, yg sering tidak diperhatikan oleh kebanyakan aktivis dakwah adalah sikap RENDAH HATI terhadap saudara2 seperjuangan. MeMAAFkan kesalahan dan ketergelinciran mereka. Rela MENAHAN kelemahan dan kekurangan mereka dlm kerja dakwah dan TIDAK MEMBESAR2kannya, MESKIPUN KITALAH YG BENAR. jgn sampai kita memberikan peluang kpd syaitan untk memperbesar dan memperuncing permasalahan yg justeru akan MENIMBULKAN PERMUSUHAN dan LEMAHNYA SAF serta kekuatan dakwah. ketahuilah bahawa PENGORBANAN DARI SISI INI ADALAH YG PALING SULIT. menahan diri dari kemarahan jiwa, memaksakan pendapat, dan mencintai pendapat peribadiserta ingin memenangkan pendapat peribadi merupakan hal yang SANGAT SULIT.
--memperbaharui komitmen dakwah-


amal jamaie mmg menyesakkan jiwa
dgn perbezaan perbezaan.lebih lg perbezaan yg ketara berbeza nya
tapi dr situ perlabu tazkiyah
pembersihan jiwa buat jiwa jiwa yg mahu merubah.
demi meraih redha ALLAH

siapa pun tidak masuk syurga kerana amalnya..HR muslim

melainkan kerana rahmat Nya
maka berbuatlah demi redhaNya
bkn demi menunjuk pada manusia...

心って、難しいもんだね。
でも、我慢して、やらないと、天国いけないから。
とりあえず、がんばって行けましょう！
神様に会いたい！

what u give is what u get..

I have to remind myself

and keep reminding myself

apa shaja yg ada di sisi mu xkan sirna atau berkurang..
dan apa yang belum menjadi milikmu xkan pernah menjadi milikmu
jika bukan kerana ALLAH berkehendak begitu..

maka bila sahaja kamu terfikir yg `that should be mine`
or I should have that instead of this..or whatever la ketakutan yang menjadi kan kamu kikir..
pada harta dan tenaga serta masa dan jiwa...

just remind yourself..
that whatever u have is from Allah
and sometimes..it`s not yours actually..
hanya shj ia melalui kamu utk menjadi medan pahala bagimu..
jika kamu memberi dengan ikhlas lillah =)

jiwa

masa

tenaga

dan harta mu...

-autumn has come.and then it`ll be winter..what contribution have you done.and what haven`t you done that u have to do it now.not later!because time flies...-

retreat 1709

assalammualaikum wbt..

baru balik dr the usual meeting up with friends..
alhamdulillah a`la kulli hal..everything went smoothly
just that this time,i went back to kanazawa feeling much more lighter..
the burden seems have been lifted by someone.

and as usual it was..
i was with the same person till the end.
spending time together.as the singles haha ok kelakar tp fact.

pergi makan la pausa,bercakap like we usually do(we should do something better kot)
drink and kejar bus like we usualllly do haha

the routine from T to K back and forth have been in my schedule for almost 5years
i hope i will somehow,in a way.a new way,continue this `schedule` in malaysia insya ALLAH
cumanya the tarikan is bigger.
because the home i will be staying is a real home compared to the home i have now here in japan.
and the workload ...huhuh
which is something i dont have it here in japan..

ALLAH,the one who have chosen us to understand this deen the way U wanted us to understand
keep on showing us the right path
keep on showering us with bless and rahmah
semoga kami jadi yang terpilih di mana sahaja bumi kami pijak
islam di junjung,dakwah di gerakkan..insya ALLAH

footnote:
one scene yg sgt kelakar dalam trip ni .. alisyah marah acik .hehe acik jahat!sbb acik ckp kt alisya,kalau xnk berhenti nangis,sama ada duduk kat mama yg tgh drive or duduk kt luar tingkap which is kena buang ke jalan raya.tp alisya xberhenti pun,die keep on pukul dgn tgn yg kecik.last2 tersenguk2 sambil suare nangis masih kuar comel!bila dh baik,dah turun kereta and few hours passed,tny alisya td ingt x mrah acik?die sengeh2 sambil bg kiss kat pipi.alamak cair sungguh dgn budak kecik ni la...if every single adults are like this..xde ego utk memaafkan..bestnye dunia..

last sem part 1

I`m enjoying my final year life
every bit of them
the final sem..everything seems like a final day.to enjoy and cherish at the most.
oh kalau lah kite memandang kehidupan dengan pandangan begini
life must be a great success with everyday as a newday to achieve new goals huhuh

as graduation seems to be soo near,everything bit of my life here seems to be nikmat2.yg kalau dlu diraskan azab hehe
even walking 40minutes back from school is indeed a `nikmat` from ALLAH upon coming to Japan
kat malaysia nk jalan kaki?10minutes seems to be soo long huhuhk

solat bawah tangga when suddenly the guard come out of nowhere and u and your friend was dubdabdubdab tp teruskan juga jemaah

solat kat rooftop even on the way to rooftop ade tulis (dilarang masuk) haha

solat dalam bilik kosong,and terlupa kunci pintu.suddenly someone come in with HIS friends tengah gelak2 and like...eh ape bende tu?and awkwardly kite kluar je dengan ckp sumimasen selepas solat..
kalau ade rezki,budak tu yg ckp sumimasen dan keluar walaupun it should be me yg minta maaf sebab masuk kelas org after that hee

and kalau kunci pintu,tibe2 org bukak xleh nk bukak=P
they thought the classroom is locked and went to the office to get the key =D

everywhere.even di tengah2 taman di sebalik sebalk pokok.dalam bilik nursing baby or worst di dalam toilet org cacat yg sgt cantik dah serupa bilik tido..

yg paling nikmat selain jumpe tempt solat ialah toilet yg bersih utk wuduk dan bersuci.
u cant help yourself  wuduk`ing in somewhere yg sgt kotor huhuh

i`ll be missing these moments.the most.yes.
klau biase wuduk lama.tibe2 bile masa nk solat ade 10minit je include wuduk dan bersuci,tibe2 sume boleh jd pantas alhamdulillah=)

oh i`ll be missing japan.

this post will be continued...