Friday, December 31, 2021

The coincidence

Kelmarin (30/12/2021) was a day to remember.

Back in Kanazawa years on 2012 something, there is one young egyptian woman who volunteered to be an imam for terawih at our international house. I was not living there during that time any longer so I sometimes went and joined.

What amaze me was the woman is about the same age like me and is a hafizah masha Allah!(Married with one kid) Dia punya bacaan quran tu menusuk ke jiwa. Bila baca surah attaubah suaranya marah, bila baca ayat ayat memohon suaranya merintih.

That was the best terawih prayer I had in life and I still remember that moment. 

One day, she was in menses so I was chosen to be the Imam. Nervous gila hoi! And she corrected me after prayer to read the surah in sequence for Tertib. Contohnya rakaat pertama baca annas tetiba rakaat kedua baca ayat kursi...nonono. Taksesuai katanya.

so fast forward it was 2021. 

We went to Halal Ramen 117 as ususal to have our dinner and during the same time there's some egyptian family there. One of them is from the same housing area and we exchange salam. She said she always wanted to say Hi but has no time. Me too. well of course semua org kelam kabut je everyday.

So I knew that her husband was in Kanazawa but I never knew the details(my husband told me).So I asked the duration and what surprise me is they were there in the same years as I am but her husband was doing phd.

So I asked about that hafizah and her whereabout. She was trying to recall name but I could not remember. Then she said..is hafizah a name or the one who memorise Quran? Because she said she is a Hafizah and she did the imam in the international house.

Masha Allah and it was her!ya Allah..the one I was amazed about is just living the next building now! AFter many years and milessss of separation we met again!memang terharu gila la dengan takdir Allah.

She is now blessed with 3 kids and is also having a Quran session in her house during Jumuaah prayer time.Definitely will try to join! 

And yang paling best is...that is her first time to the kedai ramen eventhough her kids has been bugging her to go there but she never wanted to go. memang Allah nak bagi jumpa sungguh.

She left me with a new advice...sister, read Quran even a page a day. Teach your kids a letter a day. Even a letter. 

Harapnya perjumpaan kali kedua ini membuah cinta yang lebih dalam kepada Al Quran. Meberi manfaat untuk agama dan keluarga. 

Kadang kita tak tahukan..kebaikan mana yang orang ingat sampai bila bila when what we did was what we should have done. Tapi kebaikan yang sedikit tp ikhlas tu Allah pahatkan dalam hati orang sampai bila bila.

Semoga kita semua dapat terus beramal dengan al Quran di tahun yang bakal kite tempuhi ini.

Goodbye to Facebook

 Made a goodbye post in FB.Well, maybeeee just maybeeee people think...weh nak bla bla jela nk goodbye bagai kah3 tapi I think I need to justify for some online friends I have known for years. Tetiba aku hilang,mati dah ke?mental ke?

So here we goes....tapi adoi nk transfer post from there to here berzaman la habis nya wehhh. Luckily the significant sharing just started a year ago yang lain tu lebih pada luahan perasaan muahahah

Till then, happy new year to everyone!

Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu

あけましておめでとうございます


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To stop being involve in others life. Others opinion
To maintain the small circle that I chose to be updated with not every single person on earth. Sometimes to be updated about someone you know online is wayy better than to be updated with someone you have known for years.
I love this facebook. I love the new friends I made throughout my 13years of journey here. I love the information and I love the sharing
This have been my space for all these years. The space I spent time when I was left alone in Kanazawa. The place I grew up with as a mother. The place that somehow has influenced my way of thinking. The place where I grow my bussiness from zero to many zeros and back to zero again.
The place where I share all my thoughts. I spilt all my feelings and I burst out all my inner conflicts.
But somehow it has influenced me too much that at one point of life, it has overtaken me over my brain. The comments and the opinions.
So for the better me. For the happier me and for best of my akhirah. I'm withdrawing from here perhaps forever(or maybe occasionally activate back to peek on the awesome people updates hehe).
You can still read my story in cahayaperjalanankami*blogsp*t.com where comments are limited to those registered. and also FB messenger for anything urgent.
Till then .
I am sorry for all the wrong doing which intended or not.
Transferring the post here to the forever left alone blog bit by bit.
I am writing this for friends that I have known here for years and some which I still have some matters unsolved(soalan etc).
For those yang rasa benda ni tak ada keperluan you can just scroll through.
Thank you