the 3rd birthday together

Do u still remember?the first birthday we had together
i was still in konica.
Thought of having some surprise,but the "smelly" sandal of yours crack my plan.
hahaha

The second year?
We had maryam.
I couldn't go out that much alone nor that i have any access to the car since i'm jobless and still less than 100days in pantang
and maryam is still BF and still so small
but mama give us chance.to go out saying we wanted to get some pampers haha
end up we had burgerking
with the groupon voucher u bought


This year is different.
We still had maryam
It's weekend and we supposedly can celebrate it somewhere out there
but i'm at my trimester pregnancy, and we had some limitation to go for vacation
but yet,still,it's your birthday.
Wanted to cook some special things but your nasi goreng kari overcome my plan hahaha
So we end up at caffeology.The cafe i wanted to go for all this while
The food is good(bolehla) thou we have to share thinking of the excess food in MB
but the company is the best=)
Should do it again one fine day after second baby pop out heeee

Ab*ng
Tq for your love all this while
U are cengeng but you are soft hearted.
A kind that is hard to find nowadays
U are suke 'kejap kejap' but your are quite rajin menolong=D
Tq
Maryam,me and soon coming-son pray that Allah give you health,happiness and wealth=P haha
May Allah guide u always so that u can guide us
May Allah protects u from evil intentions and
May Allah shower you with lots of barakah and rahmat insya ALLAH
and keep on being the coolest abi and hubby for us because u never failed to make us keep smiling and giggling heeeeee

5/9/15

More birthdays to come insya ALLAH

together,forever till jannah 

Expectation kills

Expectation kills
how many times i've remind myself.but yet,i still expect from others.

it kills
it leads to frustration and leads to a so no wise actions


don't expect from people.
do your job
if they don't want to do it,do yours,no comment,keep it to yourself
Allah is looking and He is never cruel
always loving and knows the best


I'm in no time going to give birth to the second child soon
This time around,during maryam's birth,I'm not working,less stress
Happier life

But now,I'm working,and the stress is piling up
New sem,new subject and new students
preparation for the maternity leave.
Balancing life between work,a mother and a wife

Quite stressfull

Because I expect
I expect people to help me alot because I'm heavily pregnant
But no.people dont know how u feel.how tired you are.
How stress u are
Only u and Allah knows.

So stop expecting people to help
To give ways
Because the simply dont know

Be strong, do things u did like u wasnt pregnant
Ask Allah for strength.to continue this life

ya Allah,make it easy this time
give me strength to cater all the responsibility
help me to expect less.or yes
no expectation is better.

First kick 2015

So it's now 2015

man that's a long haul since my last post.

Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah for Allah's give.
through islam,family,friends,health and wealth.

1/1/2014 marks the starting of my journey as housewife..
but yeah..being an active homosapien, I totally not good at sitting in the house doing nothing productive except for reading quran,cooking and eating..sometimes i do the laundry and the other time, cleaning the house

so I started to search for new jobs.Job that is more flexible than an engineer.
I got enought with being an engineer in any factory huuu

So the journey started with being a interpreter for Prof XXX from kanazawa dai.
It was tough.
tougher than i thot.
but the pay is worth. The experience is priceless.
But well,from that i know that I can't be a good interpreter. Let alone a translator huhuh
It's only 4 days.but it's really fun and in the same time tiring with my 6months old preganancy

So I gave up searching for job as a translator.
I change my "search keyword" to education
I've sent resume to few taska and tadika but well...the pay is too low..
Man, mana la x dtg kes dera bayi...kalau kerja dr 7am to 6pm with a pay of 900?
Huuuuuu

And  alhmdulillah and idea came.
My naqibah is going to give birth so I can replace her for 2 months in SR*M

Alhamdulillah I finally found the job I like.
The job I enjoy doing.
Not just the teaching process, but doing things for students such as decorate their class,motivation and so on..
but after few weeks,,hahaha


I know I can't handle kids.
They are just uncontrollable. Not to include the hyper-active ones.
But hey, I love them despite their perangai.
But I'm not doing enough justice if I keep on being a teacher for them as I'm not good at it.


So I end my journey as primary school teacher.

I gave birth. A really painful experience. I'll write about it in another post.

The 3rd day after labor, I got an offer as a lecturer in UTeM.
Which I've been thinking from 2011.after I grad my bachelor degree.
Which I've went to the interview during 9months of pregnancy
Which interview I can't answer and doesn't have enough confident to answer

Huhuhu and now,here I am, with 129 exam scripts to mark.
But I love this job, It's flexibility,Until when?

Allah knows better.=)

*am thinking to write often.To wirte is to read. huuu

my baby got her first fever

so,yesterday was my last day of berpantang (but yeah,i still wear socks and eat properly for today)
and my baby got her first fever yesterday
it was around 38.4degree
something i could say a bit higher

so we went to a clinic near MIL house
got the antibiotics and whatsnot for rm19
bila dh balik,tibe2 si ibu x rase nak bg ubat kat anak hehehe
motherly instinct perhaps

i googled and think with my logic,i fed her like every 2hours,
wipe her face,armpit dgn tuala basah
and alhamdulillah pg td though the fever still 38something,after taking bath,it dropped to 37something

hopefully less fever in the future
hopefully she'll grow healthier with less medicine taken

and on the other note
the first day i notice she really look at me heeeeeee

excited mother on board~

parenthood

woot woot
alhamdulillah after a very longgggggggg haul.
as long as i can remember,
i'm trying to get back to writing my life here so i wont forget it forever
either for me or for my loved one

life have been changing 180degree as the little baby is now healthily born on 1st july 2014
that's the 3rd day of puasa
and i'm stuck now with 28days of ganti puasa alhmdulillah

surely it's sooooo different having your very own baby around
i'm still in the baby blues period i guess.but it's recovering day by day
alhmdulillah we live with our parents and the sister is actually having semester break which make my 'berpantang' easier
yeah but i still have to bath the baby as no one in the house at the moment (except my mother) is brave enough.

today remarks 44days of my confinement period

and it remarks another 1month++ before i start my job as a lecturer
yeah.you heard me right.
once i was an engineer,then a housewife doing freelance
in the middle of that,i'm doing english tuition
and after that, I get myself a job as a teacher at Sr*m for 2months.....
and alhmdulillah at the end of my pregnancy UT*M call me for an interview and 2days after giving birth,i was told that i get the job!
subhanallah,Allah's destiny is sooooo much amazing

I secretly prayed during my final year doing master,that i want to do various job before i settled with one
and alhmdulillah Allah grant my wishes

guess I have to pray more.especially as I have a baby to take care now=))

~sambung nanti pasal berpantang and whats not

after a long haul

another come back. I guess my life is just tooo awesome that i forgot to write every little bit of it.

I'm now an official fulltime housewife with no child to take care of =P
am doing freelance a bit here n there n are hoping more to come

rezeki does come in form that we can never imagine right?

am thingking to write a very long one after a long haul but i guess need to stop now.

jumpa lagi lain kali!

come back

A lot has happened

hahah if I were to write it back. it'll take hours
I'm surely not a good blogger

yeah all above all we're expecting!
and when did it become we in this blog?ngeeee


all started from 24/5.the day when someone become my other half=)
my roommate for life, my bed-mate for life,my driver, protector, lover and the list goes on
not to forget, someone I have to share my meals, my ice cream and my comfy bantal peluk
someone I will think about when my mood is down
someone I will seek when I have problems to solve

and we've started our journey for approximately 6 months.
And I do hope we'll walk this journey together till we meet again in Jannah =)