khusnul khotimah

ikhlas
it`s the basic of all amal
ikhlas
if u were khalas enough,everything will sail smoothly insya ALLAH
ikhlas
nak tahu cukup ikhlas ke x,is how much your commitment to that thing you are doing
dan nak tahu ikhlas ke x, it will not changed when u are with others or even when u are alone

I know a person
She is totally an ikhlas kind of person
mcm mana nk describe ye.

1. utk ke usrah,dia perlu jalan kaki yg sgttttttttt jauh utk ke eki utk naik bus.yet,she`s still the first one to arrive.thou her place was the farthest among all ahli usrah....

2. when there`s someone need for help, She`s the one who will offer help, AND with full commitment.let say,ada yang xdapat hadir liqa dan xdapat bahan.bukan orang yang xhadir yang akan hubungi dia,but she`s the one who will offer help, and set the date, and kalau xhabis will set another date,without fail.

3. I was with her sometime ago.and I said,`kalau qiam lg snang jaga kan kalau ramai2 ni..semangat sket nk qiam` and she replied `kalau seorang lg senang akk rasa..`..and i was still a young girl back then.xfikir sgt.tapi sekrng baru faham..dan kalau dia berkata begitu,I guess she`s doing it all the time either alone or beramai ramai

hurmm nk ckp ape lg keikhlasannya ye?
bukan sj ikhlas,malah rasa nya takda sekelumit hasad mahupun dendam dalam hati nya
senyuman yang sentiasa ada=)

and my theory is...
sebab dia baikkkk sgt
ikhlassss sgt
ALLAH sayang sangat dan mungkin amal dia dah cukup utk di bawa menemui ALLAH
and She left us
years ago i don`t really remember.20010 rasanya

25 ramdhan
6months pregnant
on the way to halaqah
while her husband is somewhere on earth doing da`wa and wasn`t at home
(baru kahwin xsampai setahun)
what is the greatest gift for a muslim than to have a khusnul khotimah?(pengakhiran yang baik)

and i wish..
i could be like her
even if i`m not ikhlas enough.just enough that i could force myself to do good things better
with better commitment
and better plan
for a better way to die =)