malu.....

aku malu membaca,..
kehidupan seorang DIA..yang hari-hari dan waktu-waktu Nya,banyak mengingati ALLAH
aku?
banyak mengingati cara nak naikkan pointer aku,arini nak makan ape,n blablabla....

aku malu mengetahui..
bahawa orang lain pun sendirian,tapi mereka masih kuat...
aku?
menjadikan alasan untuk menjadi lemah dan terus lemah.
menjadikan alasan untuk tidak bergiat.
tapi aku lupa,
semakin kuat cabaran,semakin besar pahala

aku geram...
geram sebab after all the time i took to think about the matter,atlast,i choose to stop thinking and choose to not do it...
because why?
just because i had enough with the pertimbangan dalam membuat plihan...
and just because i think i`m in the 'xbersedia' group of people and it's not that big matter if i don't go.....
tapi aku xtau betul atau tidak keputusan yang telah di buat

aku rindu...
rindu pada hubungan aku dengan si DIA...
yang dulu utuh
yang dulu,hari-hari aku indah tanpa pening kepala.......
yang dulu,aku jelas kenpa mengapa aku ikut setiap arahan si DIA...
aku rindu ya ALLAH.......
bring me back to those time when i do things without thinking about what others will think about me....
those time when U are the only one i put in my heart...
those time when everything,is all about U.....
not them.not those sheet of paper.not the credit hour yyang buat aku pening kepala dalam seminggu ni...

aku nak ingat kan aku yang sekarang...

--DO THINGS WiTHOUT THINKING TOO MUCH....because in the end,habuk pun tarak lepas ko pk punye lama....bajet habis bijak la dalam membuat pertimbangan?????bajetttt

----STOP MAKING ASSUMPTIONS.....what if that,what if this.....blablabla.....just stop it.what people think about u don`t give a damn!just live your life as happy as you can...as long as you can do whatever you wanted to do.....

---KEPUTUSAN DI TANGAN ANDA!!....stop making decision just because you want to satisfy people.it won`t give u anything in return.....


got it dear LOJ?

stop now.
make new move.
move on.
life is just once.
there`s only one reason to live.
one reason to choose.
one reason to make decision.
one reason to cry.
one reason to do whatever you do...and the reason is YOU....my LOrd.