The month of the year for saying goodbye

 It`s the month of the year of saying goodbye

To the folks from the sam lab

and from the same country

Who graudates with flying colors

And who I adored their motivation and persistence

I will do better this one year left

1. More amal with Allah

2. More time for agama

3. More time to read journals

4. More organise

5. Saying goodbye to the facebook and instagram for a while

I have to I have to I have to

Changes are hard but with changes only we could success

Sincerely,

Noor Saffreena

The one who lost her motivation along the way through a journey

The coincidence

Kelmarin (30/12/2021) was a day to remember.

Back in Kanazawa years on 2012 something, there is one young egyptian woman who volunteered to be an imam for terawih at our international house. I was not living there during that time any longer so I sometimes went and joined.

What amaze me was the woman is about the same age like me and is a hafizah masha Allah!(Married with one kid) Dia punya bacaan quran tu menusuk ke jiwa. Bila baca surah attaubah suaranya marah, bila baca ayat ayat memohon suaranya merintih.

That was the best terawih prayer I had in life and I still remember that moment. 

One day, she was in menses so I was chosen to be the Imam. Nervous gila hoi! And she corrected me after prayer to read the surah in sequence for Tertib. Contohnya rakaat pertama baca annas tetiba rakaat kedua baca ayat kursi...nonono. Taksesuai katanya.

so fast forward it was 2021. 

We went to Halal Ramen 117 as ususal to have our dinner and during the same time there's some egyptian family there. One of them is from the same housing area and we exchange salam. She said she always wanted to say Hi but has no time. Me too. well of course semua org kelam kabut je everyday.

So I knew that her husband was in Kanazawa but I never knew the details(my husband told me).So I asked the duration and what surprise me is they were there in the same years as I am but her husband was doing phd.

So I asked about that hafizah and her whereabout. She was trying to recall name but I could not remember. Then she said..is hafizah a name or the one who memorise Quran? Because she said she is a Hafizah and she did the imam in the international house.

Masha Allah and it was her!ya Allah..the one I was amazed about is just living the next building now! AFter many years and milessss of separation we met again!memang terharu gila la dengan takdir Allah.

She is now blessed with 3 kids and is also having a Quran session in her house during Jumuaah prayer time.Definitely will try to join! 

And yang paling best is...that is her first time to the kedai ramen eventhough her kids has been bugging her to go there but she never wanted to go. memang Allah nak bagi jumpa sungguh.

She left me with a new advice...sister, read Quran even a page a day. Teach your kids a letter a day. Even a letter. 

Harapnya perjumpaan kali kedua ini membuah cinta yang lebih dalam kepada Al Quran. Meberi manfaat untuk agama dan keluarga. 

Kadang kita tak tahukan..kebaikan mana yang orang ingat sampai bila bila when what we did was what we should have done. Tapi kebaikan yang sedikit tp ikhlas tu Allah pahatkan dalam hati orang sampai bila bila.

Semoga kita semua dapat terus beramal dengan al Quran di tahun yang bakal kite tempuhi ini.

Goodbye to Facebook

 Made a goodbye post in FB.Well, maybeeee just maybeeee people think...weh nak bla bla jela nk goodbye bagai kah3 tapi I think I need to justify for some online friends I have known for years. Tetiba aku hilang,mati dah ke?mental ke?

So here we goes....tapi adoi nk transfer post from there to here berzaman la habis nya wehhh. Luckily the significant sharing just started a year ago yang lain tu lebih pada luahan perasaan muahahah

Till then, happy new year to everyone!

Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu

あけましておめでとうございます

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To stop being involve in others life. Others opinion

To maintain the small circle that I chose to be updated with not every single person on earth. Sometimes to be updated about someone you know online is wayy better than to be updated with someone you have known for years.

I love this facebook. I love the new friends I made throughout my 13years of journey here. I love the information and I love the sharing

This have been my space for all these years. The space I spent time when I was left alone in Kanazawa. The place I grew up with as a mother. The place that somehow has influenced my way of thinking. The place where I grow my bussiness from zero to many zeros and back to zero again.

The place where I share all my thoughts. I spilt all my feelings and I burst out all my inner conflicts.

But somehow it has influenced me too much that at one point of life, it has overtaken me over my brain. The comments and the opinions.

So for the better me. For the happier me and for best of my akhirah. I'm withdrawing from here perhaps forever(or maybe occasionally activate back to peek on the awesome people updates hehe).

You can still read my story in cahayaperjalanankami*blogsp*t.com where comments are limited to those registered. and also FB messenger for anything urgent.

Till then .

I am sorry for all the wrong doing which intended or not.

Transferring the post here to the forever left alone blog bit by bit.

I am writing this for friends that I have known here for years and some which I still have some matters unsolved(soalan etc).

For those yang rasa benda ni tak ada keperluan you can just scroll through.

Thank you

Tips menguruskan anak kecil tanpa suami

How do I handle 3 kids under 5 without my husband for 40days?
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I know there are many mothers out there that are more experience in sharing things like this than me.
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But i feel like sharing so nak baca bacalah taknak boleh scroll muahahaha Just because I need to write but my mind isn't working good enough to write any better sharing hahahaha
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So how did I go through my days?
(Another 15 days left)
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1. I don't think too much. If you think too much u'll get exhausted of thinking and frustated too..
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Bila anak menangis, jgn sibuk fikir apa dia nak, just hug

Kalau anak bertekak, jangan sibuk fikir nak solve kan, just let them be. Pandai la jap lagi gelak balik semula.

2. Plan ahead
Esok nk g kerja jam berapa nk bangun, mandi budak, masak breakfast or beli, brg apa nak beli etc

3. Be happy. Must! Muahahaha
Eventhough you are not happy at work, make your self happy before coming home.
Cakes, treats etc doesn't make you happy. It'll make u crancky afterward. Allah makes you happy. Ask from HIM.

4. Engage with your innerself. Apa yang saya perasan, emak emak yang happy ni emak emak yang kuat innerself /self control dia.
Talk always to yourself..
Saff, budak tu balik sekolah penat, they miss you, they are boring, they wants to play, that's why expect some crankiness from them after 6 ok.

5. Do what ever you wanna do!
U want to do activity with them, just do.
U want to eat out just do
U want to go to the playground just go(they love it and tempat paling susah dia nak meragam)
Back to number 1, Don't think too much

"Kalau budak berak sapa nak jaga yang kecik"
Kalau jatuh cmne, kalau parking jauh cmne, kalau hujan mcm mana, lecehnya nak bawak air bagai.

When u can't do anything because of your husband absence then, it'll make you more frustated!huhu

6. Believe in you kids! They can behave. They can understand and they are matured. Yes. Believe in them and insya Allah they will behave accordingly. Tapi biasa la kekanak kdg luar alam sikit perangai.

So cheer up and enjoy!
(Sis pun mmg jd rimau jugak muahahaha we are human but when we keep on reminding ourself, then insya Allah, Allah helps)
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Rumah mak ayah sis 5minit je tp weekdays by maghrib dh balik rumah and weekend mmg tak pergi sana sbb tak nak kacau weekend diorang unless ada event(kenduri etc)
And I think they behave better when i'm alone.
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To all PJJ mothers, you are awesome!
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*Kalau perasan yang belakang tu tgh bukak baju
Dia main tukar2 baju dengan kakak dalam kereta. Whatever janji happy.
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#takpakaicarseatjangankecam
#fokuspadayangnakdisampaikanhehe

UPSR 1999

HARINI UPSR ke?
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Padanlah anak anak jiran pepagi dan happy main kat laman. Tak sekolah ke bebudak ni? Rupanya dapat cuti.
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Eh asal UPSR asyik terkenang kenangan 20 tahun lepas (eh dah tua!) 
balik rumah selepas paper pertama, kena hambur dengan mak pasal.....
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Orang suruh tulis karangan sambutan hari guru. Aku confident tulis sambutan hari IBU!
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Hikmahnya?
1. Rajin solat sebab nak keajaiban berlaku. Solat terawih siap u.(masa tu mcm puasa akhir tahun kot)
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2. Rajin doa nak keajaiban berlaku lagi hahahaha
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3. Be a positive motivated person sebab masih percaya pada keajaiban Allah.
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Yela percubaan 5A kot.peringkat negeri. Percubaan 5A masa tu memang konon2 teror la.
Hahaha sekali result sebenar 4A 1C.
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Dan di situ lah bermulanya ku belajar agama...sebab terpaksa masuk sharodz hahaha (tu pun atas rayuan mama berulang kali)kalau tak acah acah nak masuk SBP gitttewww.
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Hikmah yang sangat besar pada kegagalan yang sedikit.
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Yang melorong kepada di mana aku sekarang ..
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So mommies jangan pressure sangat anak anak hehe if the success is for them, it will be. Yang penting dia dan usaha kan.
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Semoga berjaya semua anak UPSR sekalian!
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Berjaya dengan apa yang kita ada SEKARANG

Terlalu kerap kita melihat kejayaan orang lain dan berfikir..oh aku pun nak buat mcm ni la.
"Kalau aku buat mcm tu pasti boleh berjaya macam dia."
Syoknya dia buat mcm tu..and so on.
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Tetapi kita lupa kejayaan sebenarnya ada di depan mata kita. Dengan apa yang kita miliki SEKARANG.
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Bukan apa yang di miliki oleh orang lain. 
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Berusaha dengan apa yang kita miliki. Berbuat sebaiknya. Hasilkan kejayaan yang gemilang.
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Kerana Allah sudah tempatkan kita di sini untuk mencipta kejayaan. Bukan di sana.
Cuma masa kejayaan nya yang belum tiba.
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Kerana zaman sekarang kita terlalu asyik melihat orang hilang lupa dengan apa di depan mata.

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Peringatan untuk hamba yang lemah

AL kisah kedai ninso

AL KISAH KEDAI RM2
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Sebenarnya dah lama fikir cara nak sort baju kami 5 beranak.
Gantung? I don't prefer
Bakul? Macam kedekut nak beli bakul sebab quite pricey and i need 3more bakul.
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So i read a post from a member of Deco kedai eco.
Rm2 je guys untuk satu bakul!ok. Rm2.10.ke 2.20?ontahla.
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I'm not a kedai rm2 lover because the location is not near to me, I don't bring my own car during office hours, the abi didn't approve the kids to go to that kind of kedai(crowded dengan pelbagai manusia)
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So aku tahan je nafsu ni muahaha. Dan last week was the peak of it.
Interview, submission of paper, anak tak sehat, travel after travel so baju berlambak tak sempat lipat.
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Ahad pagi sis request keluar seorang. 2jam je haha
Berbekalkan rm25 sis terjah  kedai ninso yg about 2.5km from here(orang Melaka ni mana mana pn jauh muahaha)
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Ya Allah amazed gila.
Kali pertama masuk kedai rm2 tanpa anak dan ample time.
Dengan anak masuk 3-4kali kot.
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Terus ku sambar bakul, dan segala maknenek lain muahaha terasa noob bila orang cakap kedai berhantu. Baru terasa aura hantu dia.
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Tapi lepas setengah jam kepala mula berpusing hahaha
Sebab ko tak biasa dengan lokasi, dan terlalu ramai orang.
Fine.
Beratur pun ko tak tau aturan dia mcm mana ko main potong je barisan hahaha
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Takpelah.
Yang penting lepas tu anak anak happy utk sort baju masing masing
Umi happy habiskan sebakul sebakul
Lepas lipat masuk dalam bakul n bawak g laci utk susun.
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Happy mom
Happier home.
Heheheh
Sekian bebelan malam hari untuk kenangan

Suran Annas untuk anak kecil

Semalam tertinggal buku ni dalam kereta.hajatnya nak pos ke customer.
Maryam tengok ambil dan selak..
Ummi ni apa?
Di tunjuk gambar di bawah.
Umi pun terang la..
"ni syaitan, dia tunjuk gambar mcm tu tapi sebenarnya org tu tak nampak syaitan tu pun"

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Ooo. Umi cerita la lagi.
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"Hurm...ok.surah ni nama surah annas. Surah ni kita baca untuk mohon perlindungan dari syaitan. Kadang kadang umi marah sangat, kakak marah sangat, nu'man pukul kakak, Abi marah kakak nu'man,semua tu sebab ada syaitan yang cakap"
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"Syaitan kata, ha buat lagi.buat lagi.buat lagi. Jadi kita baca annas ni, mintak tolong Allah lindungi kita dari syaitan."
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Maryam pun entah apa die fikir .lepas tu dia ajak baca.kebetulan annas dah hafal...
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Balik rumah die gasak Abi untuk cerita pulak.
Umi pun tak tahu Abi goreng apa
Yang pasti berdasarkan buku AL quran pertamaku ini.
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Malam sebelum tido Maryam bagi cadangan.
"Ok Harini kita baca 30x surah annas sebelum tido jom Abi"
Ha amek hahaha.
Maka bacalah mereka bersama sama tapi tengah tengah tu dengar..
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"Kakak rasa kakak ngantuk.abi tolong bacakan sampai 30 ye"
Hahahahaha
Umi yang tengah nyusu terus buat2 tido
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Semoga ada saham umi abi untuk hafazan Maryam
Maryam tidak masuk tadika islamik. Jadi kalau bukan kami yang ajar siapa lagi?
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Anak anak ini sangat la suci. Sementara dada belum penuh kefahaman lain, kita masukkan kefahaman Islam.
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Kerana baldi yang sudah penuh pasti akan susah untuk dimasuk benda asing. Jika ada pun, benda asing itu yang akan tenggelam..
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Coretan kisah
Umi Abi yang baru nak belajar

Siapa berminat dengan al quran pertamaku juzuk amma ni boleh hubungi ummi

www.wasap.my/60176095496/blog

Al kisah biawak masuk rumah

Petang 3 Mei kami bercadang nak makan pizza selepas agak lama tidak makan.

risau jugak allergic Nu'man naik. atau bahasa pasar nya eczema flare up.

Tapi tawakal ajelah. kena juga bagi bagi makan asalkan tidak mudarat teruk.

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Kami ambil set untuk 2 orang je dan topup dengan side dishes untuk anak anak,

Untuk nu'man yang allergik keju, kami cabutkan keju dan bagikan pizza berserta inti.

Dah tentu kejunya masih ada lagi bersisa tapi takpelah kami rasa die OK jika sekali kala..

Alkisahnya selepas tu kami menuju ke rumah untuk solat maghrib...

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Sampai je di rumah terkejut saya semasa masuk tandas untuk ambil wuduk!

Terkejut la mak!

Suami ingatkan apa la hahah rupanya anak biawak! dia terperngkap dalam besen ni kerana licin. Saya tak pasti la dia datang dari mana..eish

Saya suruh suami buangkan. Tapi suami pun takut!hahaha

Saya post di FB untuk minta pendapat.

Ramai suggest letak towel.
Bomba suggest guna towel tangkap (euuuuu)
Yela. desperate sgt sampai telefon utk ajar teknik teknik.bukan suruh diorg dtg hehe
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Tapi umi was-was sama ada dia tetap ke tak kalau letak towel.lepas tu sayang towel pn iya.
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Suami dah nak buang tapi bila angkat baldi dia menggeletis mencicit kami berlari.

Last resort ku ambil tudung saji dah rosak. Periuk hempap tudung saji. Waktu ni husband g solat Isyak.

ha mcm bawah ni hahahah

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Dengan bantuan pembantu,sis angkat besen tu sebelah tangan sambil pegang periuk tu,letak luar rumah.lepas tu tarik slow2 sampai luar gate hahaha
*Tangan dah lenguh nak angkat lagi hahahaha*
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Alhamdulillah suami balik terbalikkan besen dia pn lari mencicit ke padang.

ni sis curi curi ambil gambar hahaha harapkan kucing tu makan rupanya kucing pun tak nak

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First time la counter benda Gini. Allah nak bg banyak pengalaman duduk rumah sniri. Dah terpikior nak call bapak je tadi Wakaka.
Bapak bekas askar.
Tapi mau dia gelakkan suami saya kang.
Jadi #kitacubajela
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Sekian bebelan pagi
#kamibudakdarikecikdududkrumahtaman
#firsttimejumpagini

*ni gambar pembantu sis yang tka jadi nak gatal lepas makan pizza disebabkan anak biawak hahaha

Allah nak izin tak gatal kan..macam macam cara boleh.

Dia ni kalau attention die divert, memang die terlupa kegatalan dia walaupun merah merah dah muka

Of good vibes

It has been a long haul since i updated on my life.

So at 30 I'm officially a mum of three.Oh my.

I always dream of having many kids but I never know it was that exhausting hahaha the 'ing' means always 

Maryam Nu'man and Khadeeja 

And my husband said "let's stop at 3" hahaha 

Khadeeja will be 1year old next month.She's unstoppable. Crawling, aiming things to grab, tried new things over and over again. Love eating but love to play with the food too. This girl is totally making Ummi like a new mom here. Because my previous children are perhaps easier to handle hahahah

Nu'man is her best friend. And also maryam's best friend. He is totally "ok" with anything deeja do. Including taking the toys he is playing. But his akal is somehow beyond my limit. He played with my buds body shower, my chemical Free shampoo, always wanted to do things his own way and not to forget all the spontaneous answers from him to approve his doings when questioned by us. #tengokfb haha

And Maryam,a sweet little girl show is. is now already going to school, making friends but also having some problem handling emotion perhaps cause of my bad. I'm really bad at parenting for kids with more emotional demand. However it makes me want to learn more and be a better mom.unrn.

Parenthood is totally not me but Allah bestowed me with it. I don't even have any problem from pregnancy, delivering, and breastfeeding..hiccups here and there mestilah ada.

So I guess Allah wants to help me to be a better me with this 3small kids with variety of demand. 

May Allah guide me and Khairi to undergo this journey 

Till then.

Wasiat Nabi Ibrahim Ketika Peristiwa Israk Mikraj

Harini berlangsung lagi sesi kumpulan gembira untuk sekalian kali nya..

Kak timah bercerita kepada kami kisah israk mikraj..yes..
The same story perhaps when we heard about israk mikraj..
Nabi ke palestin, kemudian di angkat ke langit bertemu Rasul yang lain dan bertemu Allah menerima perutusan berkenaan solat.

Tapi kali ini, ada sesuatu yang baru ummi belajar..wasiat nabi Ibrahim kepada umat Muhammad s.a.w

Apa kata Nabi Ibrahim ketika peristiwa israk dan mikraj?

أَنَّ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ -صلى الله عليه وسلم- لَيْلَةَ أُسْرِىَ بِهِ مَرَّ عَلَى إِبْرَاهِيمَ فَقَالَ مَنْ مَعَكَ يَا جِبْرِيلُ قَالَ هَذَا مُحَمَّدٌ.فَقَالَ لَهُ إِبْرَاهِيمُ مُرْ أُمَّتَكَ فَلْيُكْثِرُوا مِنْ غِرَاسِ الْجَنَّةِ فَإِنَّ تُرْبَتَهَا طَيِّبَةٌ وَأَرْضَهَا وَاسِعَةٌ. قَالَ « وَمَا غِرَاسُ الْجَنَّةِ ». قَالَ لاَ حَوْلَ وَلاَ قُوَّةَ إِلاَّ بِاللَّهِ

“Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam pada malam Isra’, pernah melewati Nabi Ibrahim ‘alaihis salam. Nabi Ibrahim ketika itu bertanya pada malaikat Jibril, “Siapa yang bersamamu wahai Jibril?” Ia menjawab, “Muhammad.” Ibrahim pun mengatakan pada Muhammad, “Perintahkanlah pada umatmu untuk membiasakan memperbanyak (bacaan dzikir) yang nantinya akan menjadi tanaman surga, tanahnya begitu subur, juga lahannya begitu luas.” Nabi shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam bertanya, “Apa itu ghirosul jannah (tanaman surga)?” Ia menjawab, “Laa hawla wa laa quwwata illa billah (tidak ada daya dalam menjauhi maksiat dan tidak ada upaya menjalankan ketaatan melainkan dengan pertolongan Allah, pen.).” (HR. Ahmad, 5: 418. Hadits ini secara sanad itu dha’if. Namun kata Syaikh Al-Albani isi atau matan hadits itu shahih karena punya berbagai macam penguat. Lihat Al-Isra’ wa Al-Mi’raj karya Syaikh Muhammad Nashiruddin Al-Albani, hlm. 107-108)

Saya selalu mendengar nya...setiap zikir adalah tanaman baru di syurga. Tapi yang pertama kali saya dengar kali ini ialah....

" Syurga itu ialah tanah lapang yang luas...begitu cantik..tetapi ialah padang yang begitu luas"

Lalu apa hiasannya?
Segala amalan di dunia.

Acap kali, kita persibukkan hidup kita di dunia, mengindahkan kehidupan dunia kita. Dengan rumah nya, dengan kenderaannya, pakaiannya dan perhiasan yang menambah debu.

Tapi sudahkah kita menghias syurga kita? atau kah masih kosong tanpa sebarang hiasan.
Tatkala nanti di syurga orang lain menikmati hiasan yang di tanam dari dunia,
kita terkial kial dengan syurga yang kosong seluas padang yang indah.

Jom sahabat. Kita perbanyakkan berzikir. Membersihkan hati, melapangkan minda dan menambah hiasan di syurga.
p/s : baru padang dunia je pun dah indah..entah macam mana padang di akhirat sana...pilih kami ya ALLAH

Al Quran Pertama Ku Juz Amma [Review]

Siapa sini biasa story telling dengan anak anak?
Cerita pasal apa ya?
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Kalau saya dengan anak anak, kadang pasal batu belah la, pasal Tanggang la, pasal arnab dan kura kura la hahaha.kelakar tapi kadang susah juga nak selit pasal tauhid bila cerita merapu mcm batu belah tu.. .
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Nak tahu tak? Pendekatan story telling adalah salah satu ikhtiar dan usaha yang dekat pada jiwa anak kecil.  .
Nak buat story telling, Sudah tentu mak ayah kena faham cerita.  .
Nak faham cerita  Mak ayahlah kena banyak membaca dan rujukan.
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Salah satu rujukan storytelling yang best buat ibu bapa muslim ialah buku #Juzzammapertamaku
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Alhamdullilah. .
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Sesiapa yang pernah miliki buku ni biasanya berpuas hati dengan isi kandungannya .
Kelebihan buku ni pada penulis buku iaitu Almarhum ustaz Arsil Ibrahim yang bijak mengolah storytelling Asbabun Nuzul. .
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Lepas ni bolehlah story telling kisah kisah asbab turun ayat. Mak ayah pun belajar sekali. Sambil anak menghafaz, mak ayah pun hafaz sekali. .
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Saya doakan ramai mak ayah dapat miliki buku yang bagus ini.insya Allah

Details pasal buku seperti di bawah
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Penerbit : Ana Muslim
Muka surat : 273++
Edisi : Ke tiga
Jenis Cover : Hard Cover
Muka dalam Buku : Bewarna sepenuhnya dengan ilustrasi menarik
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#hafazanjuzukamma #reviewbukukanakkanak #alquranpertamaku

Microsoft Training

Salam wbt..

So what actually happened last week? 3 days of full course for 21st century blended learning yada yada...haha

I thought it would be boring but hei NO! it was fun. Much fun.

Did you know that microsoft actually invest in education and they have their domain bought by the MOE about 10thousands (how much 0 is that?) licensed every year?

That's why every lecturer/staff in university in Malaysia have ".edu.my" for example mine is **ffreena@ut**.edu.my

So from the licensed bought by MOE (thanks to them) we can fully utilized the apps in microsoft office.

So last week we learned a few and we'll continue for another 2 session

Here are the lists of the things I've learned last week

1. What are actually blended learning?

There are 6 criteria such as Collaborative , knowledge construct, real word problem solving, used of ICT for learning, Self- regulation and skilled communication

The presenter did explained what it's all about for example knowledge construct doesn't mean we gave a title, they did a research and just copy what they get from the internet,but rather, did research,investigate, analyse and give own approach to meet the title objective


2. Using mix.office.com as a plug in to the conventional microsoft power point
This si quite cool! You can record yourslef givign presentation, you can even screen record! so that u can show them how to use the software etc.

This apps give me ideas for the students to do their presentation earlier and we can save time on presentation slots!

Oh didn't i tell you the students also get the same privilege as they also have emails ending .edu.my

3. We learned how to use "SWAY"

SWAY is kinda website, but which is very easy to use
If u have a presentation and u have not much time, u can just use sway and click the remix button and tada! you have done planning your presentation the coolest way ever!
I''ll try this this semester!


Oh what else did we learned?>ermm I don"t remember much but I guess this 3 components make up the most. Actually as a person who lives in the era of transition from conventional teaching method to the technology era, we are the generation that should and are able to explore this more. We know the demand and are very fast adapting to this kind of technology

Hopefully I can utilized this for my teaching and learning process

Till then!Thanx PSTP utem for the opportunity

MRT free ride experience

Salam wbt

Was thinking to start jotting all the experience here again..So that i'll never forget.And my kidds can get through them later

So it was sunday when abi decide that we should try the free mrt ride since the last period is until yesterday.(Monday)

So we get packed, and went to KL yesterday. We really had fun haahh 2hours of free mrt ride.The kids had the most fun la of course. No ikea whatsoever just MRT
Maryam keep repeating "train train train" hahaha unfortunately this train no chuu chuu la maryam like the one u saw on TV and thomas

Well, my comment is that it's very spacious.the station,the MRT, equipt well with pedestrian path if the MRT decide to stop halfway before reaching the station..
The lift, the disable and kids changing diaper's toilet
I give 5 star! Just that they might have to improve regarding on the path to link the parking lot with the station because we had to walked our way from the parking area to the station.there are no direct link

that's all.enjoy the picture

                 

 

supplement during pregnancy

To take supplement or to not taking supplements?


 https://www.cbhs.com.au/news/2015/03/12/are-antioxidant-supplements-good-bad-or-completely-unnecessary-


 Been reading some articles about taking supplement. I'm not a supplement girl all this while. I dont believe in them actually. I choose to go natural .eat a lot of fruits,vege, and clean diet(no processed,canned food or fast food)

 But Allah has bestowed me with a child suffering from severe eczema a little while ago and still has flare sometimes when I have my craving period and eat all those cakes/sweet/fastfood and the meat and beef that he is allergic to(he's a full breastfeeding baby).
During the severe eczema period, I've taken some supplement and still continuing in hoping for the best skin condition for him and the best nutrient for his body. And along the way, I got pregnant and have my miscarriage..
I'm wondering does this supplement is the cause?because apparently the reason for the miscarriage is something common said the doctor..maybe because of chromosomal abnormalities...
I have 2 babies previously on the note.Obviously it's not because of my uterus etc...


I'm just wondering.does this is because of all those antioxidant I ate for nu'man?or because of overdose of supplement hahaha But seriously I dont eat much. I have some VCO,almanna and baobab in the morning, and vitamin C 1 capsule + Omega guard 1 capsule.
sometimes I'll alternate with calcium.When the skin condition is not so good,I'll up the dose of Vitamin C with 2 capsule and eat more garlics....

But nowadays I rarely eat VCO+almanna+baobab because I'm a lazy bump. I eat vitamin C occasionally only when I'm in the office and I had my breakfast earlier..I eat multivitamin sometimes and calcium alternately.
If I had my holiday, I wont eat all those vitamin because they are in my office. I got an advice earlier, make sure our body have "the rest" period from all those supplement occasionally...

let say 2 weeks without them and continue...
because u dont want to burden your kidney with all those supplement everyday.
Even u have drink plenty of water.
Try google water toxicity..
 In a nutshell.eat everything moderate.

the 3rd birthday together

Do u still remember?the first birthday we had together
i was still in konica.
Thought of having some surprise,but the "smelly" sandal of yours crack my plan.
hahaha

The second year?
We had maryam.
I couldn't go out that much alone nor that i have any access to the car since i'm jobless and still less than 100days in pantang
and maryam is still BF and still so small
but mama give us chance.to go out saying we wanted to get some pampers haha
end up we had burgerking
with the groupon voucher u bought


This year is different.
We still had maryam
It's weekend and we supposedly can celebrate it somewhere out there
but i'm at my trimester pregnancy, and we had some limitation to go for vacation
but yet,still,it's your birthday.
Wanted to cook some special things but your nasi goreng kari overcome my plan hahaha
So we end up at caffeology.The cafe i wanted to go for all this while
The food is good(bolehla) thou we have to share thinking of the excess food in MB
but the company is the best=)
Should do it again one fine day after second baby pop out heeee

Ab*ng
Tq for your love all this while
U are cengeng but you are soft hearted.
A kind that is hard to find nowadays
U are suke 'kejap kejap' but your are quite rajin menolong=D
Tq
Maryam,me and soon coming-son pray that Allah give you health,happiness and wealth=P haha
May Allah guide u always so that u can guide us
May Allah protects u from evil intentions and
May Allah shower you with lots of barakah and rahmat insya ALLAH
and keep on being the coolest abi and hubby for us because u never failed to make us keep smiling and giggling heeeeee

5/9/15

More birthdays to come insya ALLAH

together,forever till jannah 

Expectation kills

Expectation kills
how many times i've remind myself.but yet,i still expect from others.

it kills
it leads to frustration and leads to a so no wise actions


don't expect from people.
do your job
if they don't want to do it,do yours,no comment,keep it to yourself
Allah is looking and He is never cruel
always loving and knows the best


I'm in no time going to give birth to the second child soon
This time around,during maryam's birth,I'm not working,less stress
Happier life

But now,I'm working,and the stress is piling up
New sem,new subject and new students
preparation for the maternity leave.
Balancing life between work,a mother and a wife

Quite stressfull

Because I expect
I expect people to help me alot because I'm heavily pregnant
But no.people dont know how u feel.how tired you are.
How stress u are
Only u and Allah knows.

So stop expecting people to help
To give ways
Because the simply dont know

Be strong, do things u did like u wasnt pregnant
Ask Allah for strength.to continue this life

ya Allah,make it easy this time
give me strength to cater all the responsibility
help me to expect less.or yes
no expectation is better.

First kick 2015

So it's now 2015

man that's a long haul since my last post.

Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah for Allah's give.
through islam,family,friends,health and wealth.

1/1/2014 marks the starting of my journey as housewife..
but yeah..being an active homosapien, I totally not good at sitting in the house doing nothing productive except for reading quran,cooking and eating..sometimes i do the laundry and the other time, cleaning the house

so I started to search for new jobs.Job that is more flexible than an engineer.
I got enought with being an engineer in any factory huuu

So the journey started with being a interpreter for Prof XXX from kanazawa dai.
It was tough.
tougher than i thot.
but the pay is worth. The experience is priceless.
But well,from that i know that I can't be a good interpreter. Let alone a translator huhuh
It's only 4 days.but it's really fun and in the same time tiring with my 6months old preganancy

So I gave up searching for job as a translator.
I change my "search keyword" to education
I've sent resume to few taska and tadika but well...the pay is too low..
Man, mana la x dtg kes dera bayi...kalau kerja dr 7am to 6pm with a pay of 900?
Huuuuuu

And  alhmdulillah and idea came.
My naqibah is going to give birth so I can replace her for 2 months in SR*M

Alhamdulillah I finally found the job I like.
The job I enjoy doing.
Not just the teaching process, but doing things for students such as decorate their class,motivation and so on..
but after few weeks,,hahaha


I know I can't handle kids.
They are just uncontrollable. Not to include the hyper-active ones.
But hey, I love them despite their perangai.
But I'm not doing enough justice if I keep on being a teacher for them as I'm not good at it.


So I end my journey as primary school teacher.

I gave birth. A really painful experience. I'll write about it in another post.

The 3rd day after labor, I got an offer as a lecturer in UTeM.
Which I've been thinking from 2011.after I grad my bachelor degree.
Which I've went to the interview during 9months of pregnancy
Which interview I can't answer and doesn't have enough confident to answer

Huhuhu and now,here I am, with 129 exam scripts to mark.
But I love this job, It's flexibility,Until when?

Allah knows better.=)

*am thinking to write often.To wirte is to read. huuu

my baby got her first fever

so,yesterday was my last day of berpantang (but yeah,i still wear socks and eat properly for today)
and my baby got her first fever yesterday
it was around 38.4degree
something i could say a bit higher

so we went to a clinic near MIL house
got the antibiotics and whatsnot for rm19
bila dh balik,tibe2 si ibu x rase nak bg ubat kat anak hehehe
motherly instinct perhaps

i googled and think with my logic,i fed her like every 2hours,
wipe her face,armpit dgn tuala basah
and alhamdulillah pg td though the fever still 38something,after taking bath,it dropped to 37something

hopefully less fever in the future
hopefully she'll grow healthier with less medicine taken

and on the other note
the first day i notice she really look at me heeeeeee

excited mother on board~

parenthood

woot woot
alhamdulillah after a very longgggggggg haul.
as long as i can remember,
i'm trying to get back to writing my life here so i wont forget it forever
either for me or for my loved one

life have been changing 180degree as the little baby is now healthily born on 1st july 2014
that's the 3rd day of puasa
and i'm stuck now with 28days of ganti puasa alhmdulillah

surely it's sooooo different having your very own baby around
i'm still in the baby blues period i guess.but it's recovering day by day
alhmdulillah we live with our parents and the sister is actually having semester break which make my 'berpantang' easier
yeah but i still have to bath the baby as no one in the house at the moment (except my mother) is brave enough.

today remarks 44days of my confinement period

and it remarks another 1month++ before i start my job as a lecturer
yeah.you heard me right.
once i was an engineer,then a housewife doing freelance
in the middle of that,i'm doing english tuition
and after that, I get myself a job as a teacher at Sr*m for 2months.....
and alhmdulillah at the end of my pregnancy UT*M call me for an interview and 2days after giving birth,i was told that i get the job!
subhanallah,Allah's destiny is sooooo much amazing

I secretly prayed during my final year doing master,that i want to do various job before i settled with one
and alhmdulillah Allah grant my wishes

guess I have to pray more.especially as I have a baby to take care now=))

~sambung nanti pasal berpantang and whats not